em0 ti0 nal

warning: xyah bc entry neh~ thz is w0rse

aku dh xda tmpt nk ngadu.
so entry ni jd tmpt aku luahkn ckit pa yg aku rs
imp0sible 4 me 2 v0icing wat i feel at thiz m0ment here
really need sumone
really need shoulder 2 cry
damn!!!!
em0si aku mmg x stabil mlm mlm
rs frust
rs t'tekan
really disappointed!!!!
dh lma x ngs
tdi wktu s0lat rs sayu sgt
can't believe i'm crying 4 da 'small matter'
may be it juz small matter if i can think it wif KEWARASAN
it d0esn't work 2nite

****

can't stand wif thiz anym0re!!!
like a ball0n dh smpai ms nyew nk meletop

i'm sorry if hurting anyb0dy
really sorry!


sleep
yurp, i think sleep is da btter s0lution 4 now
hopefully, when i wke up 2m0rr0w morning
da feeling is g0ne